I Do Not Know Me

I've lived for eleven years with half of a century
And yet i cannot say that i know me
I know i need a huge boost to my self esteem
But to myself I'm a stranger it does seem
Can't say I've ever harmed anyone in any way
Though billions of people of themselves have that to say
With the passing of time i have seen many a change
And even those i see as friends to me at times seem strange
How can i know others if myself i do not know
People to my life they seem to come and go
I feel that to me myself is my greatest foe
And apart from others i do seem to grow
Into my soul i cannot even see
And how can i know others when i do not know me.